FAITH (PART I)

They say it’s better to have loved and lost

Than to never have loved at all.

But they never told me how much losing love hurts

I sit and do the one thing in life I know I shouldn’t do

I question god

But I’m human and my pain is great

So I question his actions

He’s taken from me

What I loved so much

Someone I need to see smile

Someone I loved to touch

In the blink of an eye

It all came to an end

My pain stays with me

Like a new day that won’t begin

What have I done

To make god be so mean to me

I know I’m not perfect

But I try to do right

So why take from me

What I hold so tight

When it happened

All my friends said that god does everything for a reason

And I believe that he truly knows my heart

So if this is true

Then why would he take my baby

My heart has no fire without my spark

Is it that he doesn’t love me

Or maybe he’s not even there

Or is it possible that my god

Simply doesn’t care

I hear that god is a jealous god

Did he take her because

He thought she was #1and he #2

Or did he do it because

I’m not doing what I’m supposed to

This pain that I feel doesn’t recede

But instead grows like a cancer

I have all the questions

God please give me the answers

    WATT97